half off sale
scribbled on Thursday, July 26, 2001 at 04:05 a.m.

uugh it's so FUCKING hot. i really can't stand it anymore! for the past 3 days i have not been able to sleep until after 5am, i have been pouring water over my head left and right, i have had 2 fans on - one directly in front of my face at all times, i keep the lights off but there is still no mercy. i have been getting nauseous, migraines that won't go away and an extreme lack of sleep (even more so then regular). Grr, I just want fall to come now :(
This is really making me agry. Please, sign the guestbook! Please sign up to be hosted. I know you have a webpage that you want to be hosted! Dammit, dammit, dammit! Grrr.
I know I have said it before and I'm saying it again...I'm still working on some new pages. SInce no one has given me any ideas whatsoever, it's taking longer. So yeah, new pages in a while. I'm also working on a new layout for the fall. It will be put up towards the end of August, so keep an eye out for that
Once again - show me you care, show me you appreciate my efforts and work. Sign the guestbook.
xoxo Jess

fuck a duck
scribbled on Sunday, July 22, 2001 at 12:27 p.m.

I bought some hair dye from manic panic that did not work. The color is 'electric sunshine' and it did nothing to my hair. It only looks a little brighter. In December or January I'm trying out some red streaks. Should I go for a burgundy red or a fire hydrant red?
I just bought 3 things: the Marilyn Monroe Diamond collection (6 whole movies!), a book on Adobe Photoshop 6.0 so I can get better, and a notebook. There goes me saving that money. Oh well, there will be more checks to come.
I NEED to start getting better on the updates. I need to need to need to!
Hrmm, I got sent home from work today! Ok, I walked into the theatre when we were getting ready to clean, and I was still drinking my Dr. Pepper. I had come in 20 minutes prior to that and I started drinking it then but I had to put it down in order to do some stuff. So Jim (my boss) looks at me and is like "you aren't done with that yet!? you've had it in your hand for like thirty minutes"...and he like yelled at me. So yes, I gave him an attitude and said I didn't have it in my hand for 30 minutes, and I haven't been working with one hand because I put it down when I do something. So then I went to get a bag to clean and he followed me and was still yelling at me and I was yelling back and then I go "there's no ru;e saying I can't drink something" and he said "Yes there is! especially in the theatre!" and he was being such an asshole about it. I was standing next to the trash can so I was like "Fine, I'll throw my fucking drink away!" and I threw it into the trash with force. So then he was like "Fine, that's it, go home." So I turned around and I said "Fine, I'd rather be home anyway" and stormed out of the lobby. Everyone I work with thinks he is ridiculous...and that's cause he is. He cannot stop anyone from drinking a drink while they are workig. The lots are one thing, but saying I can't drink something before we go into the lots? I mean, I didn't have an extra dollar to buy a drink later...so I didn't want to waste this one. Fuck him. What a loser.

bon appetit
scribbled on Wednesday, July 18, 2001 at 01:21 a.m.

There's a quote in this book that I am casually reading, "Three Black Skirts", I love it and it's very true: "PS: When you really love someone, setting him free or even giving him two weeks of "space" is about as easy as cutting off your hand."
Well I just restarted work again (after the off week). It sucked. I have to work a DOUBLE tomorrow, which sucks even more, but I suppose I'll live. I'm not too mad about having to work the morning shift though...for a reason. Anyway, for next year I think I am going to live at home over the summer (I'm taking a road trip anyway so I won't be here for a few weeks) and I will work - since I'm taking next year off of school, save up money and eventually sometime in that next year move out...hopefully to boston. I don't have to officially take a year off of school. I can take a few night classes that will count towards my college credits at NSCC. I can go there for 2 years or whatever and then transfer to a school closer to where I will be living in Boston. Those schools are expensive though. Oh well, I will figure something out. Anyway, I know it's early for me, but I HAVE to sleep if I even want to survive tomorrow. Goodnight! Oh and to my hostees: I'm working on the group blogger, just sit tight.
xoxo Jess

i'm not an addict
scribbled on Monday, July 16, 2001 at 07:41 p.m.

Once again I had an almost sleepless night. Why do I have insomnia? Is there anything I can do to help it that doesn't involve taking sleeping pills? Hmph. During my bout of non-sleep last night I got an urge to buy something online...so I looked around and then at www.interpunk.com I bough some manic panic hair dye in electric sunshine. I'm going to do chunks of my hair with it...it will be cool cause it's different, but not so different from my hair color that it will matter (like at work and stuff).
I've been working on my links page today. I have the basic layout, now I'm adding the links. It's hard to scrounge up links, so I'm going to browse around, link sites that I like (and maybe they will even link me too!) and then I will let people add their link by e-mailing me.
I'm going to start writing little rants and stories or whatever and in the near future I will open up a writing section on this page.
xoxo Jess

nothing to fear, nothing to hide
scribbled on Sunday, July 15, 2001 at 12:36 p.m.

Johanna is gone :( She must be in Florida by now already. I got to hang out with her last night before she left. We were at this girl Michelle's house and we were listening to Mindless Self Indulgence, socially drinking beers (I only had one, no biggie.), and being weird. Finally when it came time for me to go home Michelle went to her car (cause she was giving me a ride home) and I went and hugged Johanna. I started crying, just because we have been through so much in these past 3 weeks, I didn't want to see her go. I don't think I've had as much fun as I did these three weeks in my life. At least I'll see her in May..
Ok. I FTP'd blogger to my page. I did that fine, no problems. Now I try to get the archives page in and it won't work! What the hell. It hates me! I didn't update my page last night just because I didn't feel like it. I had too much stuff going on in my head. I sat online until 4, and then I finally decided I should try to go to bed.
It's past 12, I just woke up and I want to go back to bed. I won't though. I'm going to go do some stuff online, maybe watch a movie, and just rest.
xoxo Jess

high hopes through time passing
scribbled on Friday, July 13, 2001 at 09:26 p.m.

Well, well, well. I finally got a new acoount at pitas.com for my domain. So I have my journal, domain page, about me page, guestbook, and hosting page. Don't worry though, I'm still totally not done, I just have the basic stuff I need to be called "done" (except my links page, oops). I will be adding tons of stuff in the next two weeks. I'm still looking for some hostees! C'mon people!
Ok, please e-mail and tell me if you think web design is an ART or not. I got into a discussion with someone about this. They were arguing that it was design, not art. I told him that to me creating webpages is an art. Seriously though, to me it's considered an art. It's design too, otherwise it wouldn't be called web design, but whatever. Web design is probably more important to me than him, because I know he doesn't do it, so maybe he just doesn't realize what I mean. But e-mail me anyway and tell me what you think.
I can't get my POP3 mail addresses for my website to work. Can anyone help me out with this?? PLEASE!
Anyways, that's all for now! Ciao.
xoxo Jess